I don’t know if you’ve ever been sucker punched? You know: when you set out on a lovely morning, brimming with effervescence and ready with a smile for all, when you step on a hibernating bear with a hangover and you wonder how fast you can do nought to sixty up a tree? Well, I have. Not literally stepped on a bear of course (not sure they have bears in Central Africa), but metaphorically my life has recently become wall to wall angry bears, all equipped with running shoes. Don’t misunderstand me, I don’t want to complain or appear ungrateful, but things seem to have taken a *slight* turn for the worse here in Zabarindi since my last sitrep. And to be totally honest with you I’m not entirely, a hundred percent sure this is what I signed up for…
Let me explain. My life before all this happened was rather meh. Blah. With all the zing and joy of Tesco tofu. So in an uncharacteristic fit of… well, just a fit really, I threw caution to the wind, carpe’d that diem and signed up for a stint with GAWD: General Aid Without Divisions. Imagine Oxfam meets Special Forces. My goal: to See and Change the World, Do Good, Make A Difference. (The capitalisation helps.) In short, I wanted Adventure that wouldn’t hurt me and Kudos that wouldn’t cost me. Except it’s starting to dawn on me that – and this may surprise you – that my efforts are *not* appreciated as much as I had been led to believe they would be.
I got here in North Zabarindi a month ago (except of course it’s not North Zabarindi anymore, not since the border was overrun, but that’s another, much longer story) and ever since then things have been a little… well, fraught. Again, not complaining, wouldn’t dream of it.
But I mean to say arresting me, taking my passport AND my vitamins and then denying me basics like airconditioning. This is not the behaviour of a grateful nation I must say…
The first I was aware something was wrong was outside the guest house, having been dropped off by a taxi (only $60! I’m really getting the hang of this haggling business) and all of a sudden these enormous men with unnecessarily shiny muscles and sunglasses move in, yell at me in some dreadful lingo and, when it’s clear from my slack-jawed expression that I don’t understand a word they’re saying, they gesture me into their van with AKs (did you know they don’t speak English in Central Africa?? French! I mean to say!)
Now, I’m just a press officer ok? My job is basically making sure people back home (donors) know what we do in the field (think we’re heroic), speaking to journos to promote what we do (get them to warzones and back safely in return for positive press) and stay on message no matter what (navigate the minefield of internal GAWD politics which is just stupidly harder than it needs to be).
And in that capacity I’m literally the only Communications person on the continent. (Which, for an organisation that keeps banging on about advocacy but then doesn’t employ the staff is a bit of a disconnect but anyway.)
Back to the scary guys with guns. After much yelling and repetition (the Latin lessons at school finally paid off huzzah!), I surmised I was under arrest for breaking curfew and being in the Green Zone at the time. I *may* also have been slightly trollied and singing a song I learned from the askari (“Mobutu’s Dumplings are Round and Sweet”) while waving a bottle of vodka at what I thought was a taxi but turned out to be a police van. Happily, a taxi *did* stop so I jumped in. Unhappily, the boys in blue just followed me home.
So here I am, in Bazimbi’s main police station, trying to remember why I came here. The capitalisation helps… Gawd help us
Next week: Otto accidentally goes on safari.